Understanding - Does it bring pain or relief

It's pretty tricky, right ???

Yeah, the general thought is thought when you understand something well, it provides you with more information so that you are clear why something is happening or not. But thats about the physics or mechanical outcome.

At the mental level.. how are you going to manage the result of not getting something ?

Its difficult / not difficult. Not difficult when you are not so much in need of the thing you are loosing but very difficult when its very critical that you have the positive outcome.

For example, you need a small help / info / advise which you know that some body can give you but if it does not come at the time you require or after reasonable amount patience you feel depressed. The sad part is you cannot even show your frustration on anyone since it will further hamper any chances of getting help. So what to do.... go on pleading !! If yes, how much and is it going to get you the result you want... what happens to your ego. It gets hurt and starts bleeding.

Despite all this, still you need the help / info in time else your work / progess is halted... and when you cannot afford to see it halted ???

I have no idea to answer this.. and living with it at this moment and struggling on my own.. to get going. The philosophy to keep up the will power / determination is all good .. but cant get you the help / info you are looking for. So whats the good thing about it... It keeps you in the direction to get the result ... a little late may be... There may be some loss because of the delay..

But thats how its at the moment.